Hello! My name is Kelly- I'm a 30 year old woman living in Southern MD, and I'm starting this blog as a way of tracking my journey of weight loss from 290 to *hopefully* 135-145.
History- I have been a heavy girl my entire life. This is NOT my first attempt at dieting. I've been dieting since middle school. I've never been very good at sticking to it, and the most I've ever lost at a time is 15 pounds. I'm hoping this time will be different! My size 24 clothes are becoming too tight, and when I look in th mirror, I am so disgusted by my appearance that I don't want to even leave the bed, much less the house.
Motivation- I've been dating a great guy, and I'm hoping to one day start a family with him. Jon is much more health-conscious than I am, and maintaining a healthy lifestyle is important to him, and I want to have that in common.
Other motivating factors for me are:
- To be able to rock a bathing suit at the beach
- To be too small to shop at the "fat store"
- To no longer be self-conscious when I am out in public
- To have more energy
- To look great when I FINALLY walk down the aisle
- To prove to myself that I can do it
- To just feel better about myself in general
Another factor is health- diabetes runs rampant in my family (my maternal grandfather, my mother, both sisters), and I don't want a life of insulin injections.
I'm hoping to stick to it this time by utilizing this blog to keep me on track. I'm hoping to log in daily, post photos of what I eat each day, and share how I am feeling and struggling.
Diet- I'd also like to say, thank god for Pinterest (http://pinterest.com/cobygirl517/)! Honestly, I don't know how people did this before that site was born. I have found tons of recipe ideas and information to give me the knowledge I need to be successful. I'm pinning them on a board I've labeled "Paleo" (http://pinterest.com/cobygirl517/paleo/). This is technically my third week, but I cheated so much on week one that I decided to start over last week. I lost 7 lbs my first week! I'm following my own version of a mixed Paleo/South Beach diet- no processed foods, limited carbs (I'm trying to stay under 100g a day), no sugar, and high fat/high protein. I'm allowing myself dairy, but in limited amounts, as it high in calories. Basically, I'm eating a lot of veggies, meat and eggs, as well as tuna, cheese, butter, nuts, berries, avocado, and limited fruit. And I drink green tea and water. A LOT of water.
Keeping on track- I'm tracking my food on MyFitnessPal (http://www.myfitnesspal.com/cobygirl517). I'll also be tracking my workouts there, but I haven't really started a fitness regimen yet. I'm tracking calories, carbs, sugar, fiber, protein and fat, although I'm really only interested in calories, sugar, and carbs right now.
Hunger- I thought I would be starving, and have huge sugar and carb cravings, but thankfully, that hasn't happened yet. I tend to get pretty hungry right before bed, which sucks, because by that time I've usually met my calorie and carb allotments for the day, so having a snack is out of the question, so I just drink some water and go to sleep.
Sleep- I've never really had problems with insomnia, and I normally sleep straight through the night, so I haven't noticed any changes there other than sometimes I wake up early to pee, due to the extra water I'm drinking. I'm trying to drink 64 oz a day, but I usually get 32-48.
Energy- The reason I chose a paleo diet is because I've heard from multiple people that not only did they lose weight following this type of diet, but they've never looked or felt better. Well, I can tell you, I have never felt better, either! Even after one week, I have more energy. I usually feel two hours earlier than actual time. Last night I looked at the clock expecting it to read 11 or midnight, and it was 2 am! From my research, I deduce this is because I'm not going through the sugar roller-coaster of peaks and dips, and my blood sugar should be maintaining a steady level.
Grains- While I haven't been eating grains of any type (pasta, cereal, bread, oatmeal, pastries, dough, etc.), I haven't decided if I'm going to allow them back in after I've reached my goal weight or not. I've read a lot that claims humans were never meant to digest these types of carbs, and they are causing our bloating and sugar high issues, and for these reasons I'm eliminating them for now. I'm not gluten intolerant, so I don't HAVE to eliminate these foods, but I want to wait a few months before I evaluate how I personally feel about this issue. I'm trying to follow a "caveman" diet, which is about 40% meat/eggs/fish, 40% veggies, and 10% nuts/berries/dairy/good fats, and I'm seeing successful results, so I may never go back to grains. Maybe very infrequently... I'll have to wait and see.
Dairy- The reason I saw I'm doing a paleo/south beach mix diet is because a true paleo diet eliminates dairy. However, I LOVE dairy, and I haven't read enough research to convince me to give it up. Still, I've been concerned with GMO's in mass-produced milk for a while, and yesterday I noticed the label on our carton of whole milk, which stated 8 oz contained 150 calories, 12 g of sugar, and 13 carbs. So when I went grocery shopping last night, I picked up a carton of Silk unsweetended vanilla-flavored Almond Milk to try- I had a sample when I got home, and I rather like the taste, and at 0g sugar, 0g carbs, and 30 calories, I've decided to make the switch. I'm not giving up my plain greek yogurt, cream cheese, or cheese. I'm just limiting them because of the high calorie count.
I think that sums up my first week quite well! I'm going to have my aunt measure my arms, hips, waist, legs, neck and chest so I can track inches as well as pounds. I've been weighing myself almost every day, and I KNOW that's not a good idea, so I'm going to try to only do so on Mondays. As for the measurements, that's a slower process and, honestly, a pain in the rear, so I'm probably only going to do that once a month or so. I also had Jon take "before" pics, but I'm in my underwear, and I just don't think I can bear to post those images online. I'll probably have him take new pics of me in spandex (oy) that I would feel better about posting. Also, I didn't take any pics of food this past week, so I'm starting that today.
Thanks for joining me on my journey!
-Kelly